What do you think i should do?

now i know that most of you are going to tell me dont die or committ suicide...I DONT PLAN ON IT..i just have been sitting here for the past 4 hours deciding if knowing the answer to the question asked round the world was worth knowing prematurely,,what is the other side, if there is one..if not then it doesnt matter cuz i will cease to exist so i wont be upset by the answer because i wont be there to experience nothing...i dont know what to do or think anymore