I need someone to tell me if what i did for love is right. please help. i need to come to terms with myself?

I see that you have a intense connection with her and I'm sure she is suffering as much as you are right now,but I can't predict if she will come back to you,maybe I hope so, but in the meantime she needs time and so do you but if those feelings are stronger now than ever then you need to tell her what you wrote here. Good luck